A week ago we were privileged to go see some local bands play. I met Bo a couple months ago and I finally got the chance to see his band play after a little mistake I made sent me to the right club on the wrong day, exactly one month on the wrong day. But we got to see his band, Worst Taste and were introduced to some others including Salad Bar a very fun, noisy band that sported hawaiian shirts, flip flops and dance routines between songs. Great fun. We went out to an izakaya (late night restaurant) with Kollin, Keiko and half the club before missing the last train home and debating whether to sleep in a park or fork over for a taxi. I'm really glad Kollin got to have that experience, I'm pretty damn happy about it for myself as well. I'm hoping to be able to spend more time with those kids we met that night. I feel much less intimidated trying out my modicum of Japanese when they are fumbling for the same in English.Finally on Tuesday, the last day and night, we bounced around to different areas and I got to throw Kollin atop of a bike at dusk to go retrieve the camera he left behind the night of the bands. Everything happened so quickly that time blurred and after a nice dinner with Keiko we were parting at the train station and he was gone. It's been great though, it's a bit jarring when those reminders of home leave once again, I go back to the shoebox apartment and the days of talking to hardly anyone until Keiko comes home at night, but so it goes. With Kollin I actually got to check out some parts of my city that I hadn't experienced before. I guess having a friend visiting inspires me to get off the beaten track of my everyday life and invigorates me a bit.

It seems to always takes me a tad bit of time to open up when I talk to other foreigners and especially people I know. Living this life, where I often don't express myself like I used to, makes me live in my head perhaps even more, at least it impedes the brain to mouth flow of words with thoughts and ideas briefly getting tied up behind my nose before a couple of hours or meetings clear up the traffic jam of culture, absence and time.
Keiko and I are going strong, surprising even myself. We spend every night together and often don't go out but that seems to be fine. Occasionally I crave the energy of a busy room or bar but usually by the time I make it to the station that has been quenched. Yesterday was a perfect example, I was going to go into Shinjuku, one of the busiest sections of town that also has one of the best bookstores, but after I swerved my bike between the crowds of the street near my local station and hopped up to the tracks, I let the train doors close in front of me while I stood on the platform. Keiko was sick, I felt bad leaving her at home even if it was for a few hours, the bookstore and the area's swarms of people could wait. I loaded my bag up with junk food, udong and other things I thought she might like and biked back home after picking up a movie I thought would distract her from her cold. Maybe I'm becoming agoraphobic, maybe it's just the shear size of the city, I'm not sure. Later in the evening when Keiko found herself falling asleep, I sneaked out to a local cafe and did some writing for a couple hours, that was really what I needed, a few people around me providing a japanese hum behind my headphones and some time to just put some thoughts down on paper, or, actually postcards in this case.





